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Nightmares Come True Too Alice is my one true love. Like the kind you get once. I know it sounds like a crock of shit, and maybe it is. But I'm not the kind of guy that falls in love. Which is why her sister called me from a janitor's closet in the hospital. I'd left Alice seven months earlier.
"Cole, they can't get her to wake up." She was in a coma. And she always had nightmares. I don't know what that was the first thing I thought about. I don't. All I know is that it made my heart contract. I couldn't play it off. "is she.." "she's breathing, Cole. But I thought you might.. you might want to know." what she t Nightmares Come True Too
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Visceral         Breathe.            No, really, breathe in and out.           Ignore the shudders in your chest, they aren't important now. Just don't let him see.
         My eyes prickle and sting, and I know they are as blue as autumn sky when the sun shines. I know because it hurts.
         I've never really understood the word "ruin" before. I've been heartbroken before, but this is like my bod Visceral
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humid music and unquiet loveIn the summer I would open my window when I went to sleep despite the wet, hot air clinging like a despairing lover and feel the music from next door thrum on my skin.
The boy/man had brown hair brown eyes brown skin. He slumped as he stood on his porch smoking at dawn. He wore denim shirts to work, and came home with grease under his nails.
He was no one I would look at in the sunlight with his shunt-away gaze with his lean-away posture and his gruff voice grunting single word hello''s.
but at dusk, oh, at dusk, &n humid music and unquiet love
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Feb 8, 2010 I don't like knowing what I know.
Jun 12, 2009 it's just oxidizing.
Jun 11, 2009 gypsy

I don't like knowing what I know.

Mon Feb 8, 2010, 4:29 PM

Listening to: Baisser...
Reading: tarot
Watching: sand in hourglasses
Playing: not at all
Eating: genius
Drinking: diet coke

There's something inside me eating its way out. Like 1.2.3 ....
And if I could kiss your cheek and whisper to you softly the secrets that make me who I am I would. If I could make myself less a train wreck bent of throwing myself a thousand miles in every direction all at once.. I would.
Because I've never felt more whole than when I held my cheek against your chest like a sunrise... but I guess it was closer to a sunset than anything else. And this is a night without moon.
I don't WANT to let this go.
But this is how the world ends; not a bang but a whisper. This is not waving. This is drowning. And I am as hollow as I can be, swept clean by the vacant storm and the angry winds. They were quiet for a moment... but now.
Dante was more correct than he knew.

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Favourite poet or writer: Janet Fitch or T.H.White
Favourite style of art: prose
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Favourite game: scrabble or trivial pursuits
Favourite gaming platform: playstation
Favourite cartoon character: Jessica Rabbit
Personal Quote: "life is spice, take big bites, moderation is for monks"
Tools of the Trade: anything that is capable of transgferring thoughts into words

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*Galhad Dec 3, 2009, 1:30:46 PM

thank you very much for the

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~MapioLovesColours Jun 25, 2009, 2:26:15 AM

thanks for the fav...yaaaaaaaaaa

~telthona Jun 20, 2009, 1:57:05 AM

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~OhWell-Ok Jun 18, 2009, 3:03:35 AM

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~ramariel Jun 14, 2009, 2:39:25 PM

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~Tinuviels-song Jun 13, 2009, 5:12:51 PM

Thank you!

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